tearing down the house

I discovered today that if you are unhappy with your hardwood floors all you need to do is tear them up. Underneath is perfectly good subfloor. You can walk on it...you can put nails in it without worrying about ruining the finish, you can scratch it...

you have complete flexibility. It does get soggy when it is wet, but I could probably put some thompson's water seal on it and I would be good to go.

Traveling North

I will be attending my Brother's wedding this weekend. My Brother is not very well educated, yet he has managed to find himself an over educated, younger, more attractive significant over with a masters and a PhD. I guess the key is being from another country, seeing as she talks funny and I can not understand most of what she says I guess I am better off with my home with holes in the walls.

The tingling subsides

After a mere two days in my new home the tingling from the electrocution I suffered has been replaced by a slight chilliness at night. Scrimshaw is a tad bit on the cold side and I am beginning to think the previous occupant of my home may have left because the holes in the wall allow it to get a might bit chilly in the evenings. On the plus side given the fact that the home is technically 'condemned' the rent is right.

Moving out of the basement

I have moved from the basement apt I once lived in to a fab and sunny apartment...I get sun in my place all day long. A major contributor to the sun is the large open holes in the wall. I love my new place...

I am not unemployed

But a lot of people I know are. Clearly I have lost the enthusiasm I once had for blogging. Perhaps when I am less occupied by something other then what it is I am occupied by now.

hunting

it looks like I may be unemployed damn soon.

not so damn good.

Turning point

My last post reads ok, but I figure I am only attracting more me to this site. I don't want to be loved...That is sort of the point right? But I don't want someone more clever then me to sit around and point out the ways they see through my veil. By which I mean I don't want someone to sit around and do what I do on other people's blogs...Ably or not. I think not of late, maybe I need to drink more juice.

But that is not the point, I need more...I just don't know what that is yet.

Wait with bated breath to hear what the all new shifty becomes. Perhaps a black brick, or a larger brick.

In all likelihood still a brick. Since I like the brick.

Trying too hard

Here's the thing...My purpose here was spite...And I feel like I am doing this not for that anymore.

I need to refocus. Be a little more clever, and a little less dull. Are you bored yet? I am. If you are reading and don't dislike me...I am doing something horribly wrong.

I hate you and I hate me more.

but not enough.

just figured something out

So yeah,

i don't really know why people read blogs, and I don't really know why I publish this at all, but given the fact that I do both these things, that doesn't mean I do it well and I just now figured something about this whole blog thing out.

Can you figure out what it is? assuming there is a you.

like I care.

I only care about me.

feh.

Not sleeping drains the mind of creativity, but spawns all sorts of insanity. I am attempting to find a balance... Enough sleep to come up with something interesting, but not enough so that it is a sane thought that others might consider it interesting as well.

You've got mail

I don't really have much of a life in the traditional sense. I don't like to leave my home, I don't like "sunlight" and I do not enjoy movies other people typically enjoy. So when I found myself watching cable tv the film "You've got mail" really appealed to me. It is so terrible I felt compelled to watch it beginning to end. It is much worse then other bad films. I recently saw Ever After with Drew Barrymore and Dougray Scott. That was also terrible. I mean, what kind of name is Dougray anyway? Isn't that more of two names then one name? Why not choose one? Is it ok to just sandwich two names together when you can't decide? Either way, Tom Hanks should be ashamed...And Meg Ryan, well I never really expected much from her, but she should be ashamed too.

Shame

hanging out with people better then me

I have decided I need to hang out with people who are better then me. That way when people I know see me, they will be jealous. They will say 'hey, you are totally hanging out with people who are smarter then me, I wish I could hang out with you if people who are smarter and cooler then me want to hang out with you I must want to to.'

yeah. that is what I want.